clarification

After my last post talking about girls night I wanted to clear up what I said. I guess I wasn't concise with my message. I never meant for it to come across that I disliked hanging out with any of "the girls" because all of them are very important to me and I enjoy being with them whenever I get the chance. That is my problem with girls night. The fact that I like to spend time with everyone and to not be included just because I am not female really bothers me. Basically I just see it as though we are friends and we should all hangout as such. I don't see why it matters what sex I am.

I was told that I don't understand and I guess I don't. I just wish that we could all hangout like we did before. Why is it so important to just hangout with girls all of a sudden?

Like I said before I pretty much just hangout with the girls so when its a girls night I am basically shit out of luck when it comes to doing anything and that sucks.

I have no regrets saying how Avery feels because it needed to be said and she wasn't going to say it.

Don't kill the messenger.

Anyways I guess I caused some drama with saying how I feel. It usually ends up like that for me but whatever.

I am going to hangout with Avery as much as possible because she is the most important person in my life and I like being with her as much as I can. I don't really know what else to add to that except I am going to be with her as much as I can whether that interferes with your "girls nights" or not. I also want to hangout with everyone else too. We never seem to do that much anymore and it sucks.