Sometimes

I have realized over time that when I care about someone or something that I care a lot, and when I say a lot I mean a lot. I also realized this is a very good thing and a bad thing. It's a bad thing because the little meaningless things end up being a lot bigger deal then they should be. This has been a problem before and has been a problem tonight. I don't know why certain things like this can manage to bother me so much but they do.

It can also be a good thing though. If I care so much then that will make me be a more caring person or if I want something really bad then it will just add to the drive to get it or achieve it.

In the end it's what makes me me. There's ups and downs to everything and everyone and this is just one of my benefits/downfalls.