Epic evening ahead

Tonight is the season finale of Lost! It will hopefully answer some long sought after questions but will also no doubt open up a whole new barrel of mysteries for the final two seasons. I really wish this season was as long as the first couple which were all around 24 episodes each. This one only has 16 I believe, I could be wrong though but its still less then the previous ones. Needless to say I am very excited for it!

The jig is up

Well the past little while I have been fairly bored. I haven't really been doing much either though so that hasn't been very fun. I finally got my tax return so I went clothes shopping in the states and I got a ps3! my new loves.

On Sunday I went to Harveys for free burger day with Josh and it was the most delicious burger I have ever had at Harveys! The onions rings were also top notch. I was surprised with the quality since they are so busy on that day, when I left the line up was out the door.

My birthday is next week and then the day after is Jess' prom! I am looking forward to both. If you want to get me anything I would like a nice visit from my friends in London as well as Metal Gear Solid 4, beer and money. Sweet!

a rant

Fucking green earth here sucks fucking balls....all the cheap stretchers for my ears go up to 00g (which I am bigger then now) and the ones that are my size or above are like 20 bucks each.

About me

I am 21, almost 22.
I have my high school education.
I am going to college in the fall.
I miss my best friends from London, a lot.
I love my family.
I wish my sister didn't live so far.
I love beer.
I love reading, music, video games, and movies.
I am indecisive.
I have trust issues.
I have commitment issues.
I am extremely horrible with small talk and never know what to say which makes it really hard to make new friends.
I am too picky with what I look for in a girl.
I get lonely a lot.
I think I am a nice guy.
I wish I was more outgoing.
I am afraid of the future.
I want to figure out who I am.
I want to experience new experiences, good and bad.
I used to be a dick but I think I changed my ways.
I miss being in a relationship but I am afraid of getting hurt.
I have a really low self esteem.
I want to play team sports.
I want to get out in the world but I don't know where to start.
I want all the bad things on this list to change.
I want to be happy.

woah too much

Ok so I got drunk three days in a row, Fri-Sun. It wasn't as glorious as it sounds but I had a pretty good time this weekend. I know he probably will never read this but HAPPY BIRTHDAY MIKE!

Anyways, I don't really feel like typing a big long entry so I'm not going to.

Oh and a picture of one of the girls I wish I could date.

The progress of my ear

So I already talked about how I am stretching my ear out again. It has been going really well in comparison with the last time that I stretched me ears. My ear is stretching very fast with minimal pain and I am enjoying that fact very much. I am planning on going tomorrow to buy some 1/2" plugs for my ears from green earth in the mall. My ears right now are at exactly 11 mm so I still have 1.7 mm to go before I am at 1/2".

Tomorrow there is another party at Steve's place which I am looking forward to! My friend Jess said she would possibly come down to visit so I am really hoping she does. I miss her a lot and would really like to see her. Shes so Asian ^__^ and I love it.

Anyways heres a picture of my ear at 11 mm. Still looks pussy to me.

I ordered some shirts

Weekend for the mothers

Saturday I spent the day watching movies, Frontier(s) a French horror movie and Funny Games an American remake of a German horror movie. I really enjoyed them and recommend them both, they helped the day go by fairly fast. After the movies I made dinner for my sister and I since we were the only ones home. I made a three cheese bakes pasta which I think turned out pretty delicious. I then got ready to go out and went to meet Kaityy to go to the Lcbo to buy her and Britt some booze for the evening. They both wanted Vex so there I was buying it for them looking like a real fruitcake. Anyways though I bought the alcohol and we left. After walking up the street a bit I decided to put the vex in my backpack instead of carrying it so I set my bag down to put the vex in. As I set the bag down I heard a sort of popping noise. I immediately knew that my 40 of Max Ice had broken and upon opening the bag I was greeted with a pool of cheap beer and broken glass at the bottom of my bag. I then dumped it out onto the ground, which happened to be a church lawn sorry god, and Kaityy lent me 5 bucks to buy another 40.

I then waited at Kaityy's with her to be picked up by Brittany and Brier. Eventually she came after waiting for pretty much ever! lol just kidding. Then we went to the first party, some chicks birthday party that was almost out in the country. I drank my 40 there and it was alright of a party I guess, everyone seemed to be keeping to themselves though so I only really talked with Kaityy, and Brittany. Some girls were checking me out I think, I don't really know, I was probably just feeling the beer. After I don't know, maybe 45 minutes at the most we left to go to Jay's house for his party. Once arrived at his house I met some people and then I was given some beers from other people there to play flip cups. I had never played it but I think I did pretty well for it being my first time playing. At this point I was feeling fairly drunk and having a good time. I spent the rest of the night talking to people and just hanging out until around 4am when Britt wanted to go to Tim Horton's to see Steve so I went with her.

I didn't end up sleeping until probably 5 am at the absolute earliest. I woke up at 10 on Sunday and then knew I had to get up and walk home. It took me about 45 minutes to walk home and I am really glad that I didn't get lost. I got home and then immediately had to get ready to head to Michigan to Dan's parents place for Mothers day dinner. I was extremely tired all day. Dinner was really delicious though, we had prime rib and a bunch of other good and tasty things. I slept on the way home and then I slept until noon today.

Nothing exciting happened today. I put some electrical tape over the crap I have in my ears to stretch them out maybe about two more millimeters. It is now 4:11 and I can not sleep, AWESOME!!!

magnifique et beau

it begins again

The familiar burning in my ears has returned. I am stretching my ears again with the lids of some sharpies I found. No point in spending money on plugs if I am going to have them in for a week right? They are at about the size of a 0...maybe a 00 and they look so pussy.

I think I want to try to get to 5/8 or maybe even go to 3/4 which is below. Who knows.

About that

So I had an interesting week. One where I felt a little bit like an idiot so I don't really want to get into writing about that too much. Yesterday though I went and helped Kaityy paint her new room a light shade of blue, I forget what the colour was called but I enjoy it. We then went to see Iron Man with Kaityy and Brittany which I thought was really good. I had high expectations for it so I wasn't really blown away although that doesn't mean it wasn't one of the best comic book movie adaptions to date.

I was invited to the weekly one tree hill night again this week but I am not sure if I am going to go yet. I just don't really know if it is my kind of show. Maybe I need to give it another chance? I'm not really sure but I do know some of the girls in it are pretty attractive so that could be the factor that affects my decision. I know, typical guy, but whatever.

I am still waiting for my army money to arrive as well as my tax return. I really want this money to come like as soon as possible because I am broke at the moment. Speaking of broke I need a job. I am planning on printing off some resumes tonight and then getting my mom to drive me around tomorrow. I am hoping I don't have to work at a call center but if that's what I have to do for now then I guess I will have to do that.

HOT!